It’s
already March! Where has all the time gone?! I hope you guys enjoyed last
month’s challenge because this month will be similar to that again. It will be
less of a fitness challenge than it has been in the past but none the less it
will be challenging. As some of you know, I am 100% gluten free now. A couple
of weeks ago I went back to the doctor and found out I have a lot of
inflammation in my gut and a few other issues as well. So due to that fact, I
started antibiotic shots Saturday and will continue those until my stomach
settles down enough to have oral antibiotics. Which, in truth, I am not too
excited about any of it. As of right now I am feeling okay. Just a little bit
nervous because I know what is about to come. One of the many perks of having
Lyme is herxing, which in itself, is a good and bad thing. God has a plan for
me and I will trust his plan. It may not be to cure me and I am completely okay
with that as long as he uses me the way he has always intended. I don’t know
why I have Lyme or why I can’t just be normal but I would never ask for a
different life. I have been given an opportunity to help others because of what
I’m dealing with. If I were to never have Lyme my life would be completely
different. I love my life now and if that means I get to have Lyme disease too
then it can join the party!
This March I want everyone to look at their lives and not
ask God “Why” but to ask him to help you understand the bigger picture. Don’t
ask God to change something you don’t like but ask him to help you know where
he is leading you. It changes your perspective on how you look at issues in
your life. The problem is not always the actual issue; you just might be looking
at it the wrong way. Lyme is not my problem; it is how I deal with it that
would either help someone else or destroy who I am. I would have never chosen to
have Lyme but God knows where he is leading me and where I will go in my life.
I will let him do as he will and be my guide through murky waters. Even if I
can’t see, I know he is there guiding me step by step. So this month everyone
gets to take a look at problematic things in their life or just things that may
upset or annoy you. They all have a purpose and they all are ways to see
God’s love for you. All you have to do is look. What you see as a problem might
just be God’s way of directing you to your next step. Step out into the water
of faith and watch as Jesus diminishes all doubt and keeps you safely walking
with him. Let him lead you through your murky waters. You might be surprised
that with Jesus you, too, can walk on water. With your faith and his unfailing
love and power anything is possible. No problem is too big or too small to be
turned into something that will glorify our Lord. God and God alone will set
you free from your chains and release the difficulties of this life because we
know what we have been promised. No matter how hard this life gets or how many
complications get thrown our way God is preparing a permanent place for us. A
place where there is no pain, no sorrow, no difficulties. It will be a place of
paradise, joy, and pure holiness. One day we will be able to see God’s face and
feel his warm embrace. One day he will reach his hand down to this world and bring us all home. One day we will live with him in heaven. Now look
at the problems you had today. What is your perspective? Are they big? Small?
Give it to God. Let him take care of everything. Let him be God.
You are a wise old woman living in a 17 yr old body!
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